Leaving thoughts

Well, It's been a short 2+ years... some days it feels like 10 years and others it's like I just moved here. I remember my going-away party in St. Louis like it was yesterday. I had so many dreams wrapped up in moving here. I hoped to take the UK film industry by storm.... funny how dreams change isn't it? I have really bitter sweet feelings about leaving.... I will miss my friends terribly and I know I could do so much more here if we were going to stay.,

Family is really the most important thing, and as they say it's best to bloom where you're planted. I really understand that now.

I feel so lucky to have had the opportunity to have lived in another country, to experience another culture, but I guess when it comes down to it, I'm a St. Louis kinda gal and I can't wait to be able to hang out with my sisters whenever I want and go to all those old familiar places.

I'm really excited to start the next chapter of my life. I don't think it'll be at all the same. So many people say that no matter what when you go home it's the same... but in my case it will be very different,... and I'm really looking forward to that,... I suppose, in the end, there really is no place like home.