In my temporary digs...

Well, I feel a bit "lost in translation." Jerry always said he related to that movie because of his job, but I never really got it until now. Even when I moved over to Edinburgh, it didn't feel like this. Even though I've come "home" it feels so transitional. My home in Edinburgh was my home, we had our own house, our place, I had my routine, etc.... Now I have to rebuild it all. I think that 2-3 years doesn't really amount to much, but it's just the right amount of time to get settled somewhere else, and then it's the right amount to feel like you don't really live where you used to anymore. It's funny. I absolutely support our decision to come back to STL for the time being and I know living in the US is no doubt the right decision, but I just miss my life back there. Maybe, I just miss my baby boy, it's been 6 weeks since we've seen eachother. I'm willing to move to Nigeria at this point if we could just be together for a while. I know he'll be here in a few weeks, but it's hard.... plus, living in Nigeria with servants and a lovely house with gorgeous gardens and resort like grounds wouldn't be so bad either... but I'll settle for the time being until my sweet oil baron comes home to me.